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I am so stressed out.
It all comes down to money...of course. It's Rob's birthday today and I am wondering how I am going to take him out to dinner when I have no money. This sucks.
I hate my job..
but if I quit, how would I pay for anything?
The babies at work are amazing...they make me smile and they make everything worth it...
but lately the rest of the drama just out weighs the good.
I dont get along with anyone. Everyone there pretends that they are good people and yet they would go behind your back and stab you in an instant if they thought it would benefit them.
Its at the point now where I dont want to work in daycare. I get so attached to those kids and then everyone I work with hurts me. I trust people too easily and it always back fires on me.
Its really hard.
I actually just want to go back to working at McDonalds. I'd rather deal with the trivial issues of how to sell a hamburger better...
than fighting with someone over whether its okay to pick up a crying baby or not. If I think they are hurt and I use my judgement to decide to pick them up..>FUCK YOU...I'll do what i want.i hate my life right now.

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